How do you know when you're in the right place in life? How do you know you're going down the path God wants you to?
I'm being tested for patience. I know I have pretty close to none. I keep asking God to just tell me where He wants me to go. I think for one, I'm not being as sensitive to the Spirit as I should be and two, I'm not being patient enough to WAIT for the answer. I seem so scattered these past few months, trying to get everything in order for the last three semesters of school. I will then graduate. Jacob is wanting to get married around September of 2012 which is about three months before I graduate. This makes me want to panic. I wonder if I'm making the right decisions about my future and about the occupation I've chosen.
There's really no doubt about the man I've submitted my life to.. Jacob. I believe we were meant to be although we'll both admit we never thought so in the beginning. We always made jokes about us. I never pictured us together but I always promised him he'd always be my number one. It was strictly an inside joke. Little did I know, months down the road we'd be falling in love and a couple years later, this promise would be confirmed. I love everything he has to offer me. I love the faults he has. I love everything about him. I love how mad he can make me in one split second. I love how he can ONLY say "I'm sorry" which I can't stand but it somehow makes me get over it. I simply love him.
...to be continued
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