PANiC/ATTACK

thanks to a dear friend for the title of this post, haha.

anyways, the title really has nothing to do with my mood or anything it was just funny at the moment i was typing this because of an earlier conversation with a friend.

HOWEVER... I could be a little bit in panic mode. Jacob and I have very recently been looking at houses, a whole lot. We have definitely found one that has kept our attention. We've seen the inside now and boy, we're (maybe it's just me LOL) in L-O-V-E with it! Like I said, it could just be me! (: I can't help it though, it's exciting! It's also nerve-racking! I mean, we can't afford this right this minute! With God, all things are possible!

Anyways.. YEAH! I'm stuck on this house. Lord, I hope you're listening to this girl's prayers! (:

Next subject.. I don't want summer to end. School is not even what I want to think about right now. I'm focusing on every other avenue of my future besides my career right now! HAHAHA! Anyways.. again. My cat brought me TWO, I shall repeat TWO! mice earlier. I did panic.

Work is work..................

Wedding planning is slow but sure.

and I love my Jacob. The end (:

I'll lift my hands and cry HOLY

I'm wayyyyy behind on this blog. I've really been slacking just simply because I haven't used my laptop for anything lately. I have internet on my phone so it's just easy to check e-mail and all there at the touch of my screen rather than loading the computer. Anyway, I'm looking forward to a pretty great weekend! Saturday...I CAN'T WAIT!.. Jacob and myself are going to see one of my new favorite people, Bethany Pemberton at her church for their anniversary services!! Oh yay! Then, Bro. Jeff McCool, who is amazing, is coming in for Pentecost Sunday to spread the fire of Jesus! And of course, I'll be signing with the most wonderful team.. and singing in the most wonderful choir! Busy, busy, busy! I've been looking at wedding plans ALOT lately and finally talked myself into buying the huge monster wedding planner/scrapbook I had looked at a few months ago. Now, I just gotta make the puchase. I really need one just so I can stop cramming my computer with pictures and notes and tidbits of plans here, there, and everywhere and just have them in one little notebook. I'm super excited! I know it's at LEAST a year away so I have some time to get things straightened out and close to perfect ;) As for the theme... it's unique to say the least. It will be vintage and almost western. The colors are based on both western and peacock :)! YES!!!! It makes me smile. Just insight on the vision, lots of lace, ribbon, rustic wood, lights in trees, picture frames, greens/blues/turquoises/browns, so very much more! See? This is why I need the notebook.. to get everything collaborated and not just a "sorta" idea... but a "nearly set-in-stone plan! May be posting pictures of ideas and inspirations soon! I have one inspiration board ready from awhile back so it may be the first to be uploaded :)